stranded in "wacko" for fall break.

'twas fall break this weekend and it was a bit depressing considering the fact that i was stranded here. in Waco. where no one was. fortunately AK was here to share in this "loveliness" which consisted of boredom, vegging out [which wasn't too bad], and dyeing t-shirts all day. it was fine for some time, but i truly wish i were back home spending time with the family and not doing anything there rather than being here feeling a bit lonesomely sick to my stomach. 4 more weeks till Thanksgiving..

thankfully, i've got my incredible roommates to entertain me with their significant boy problems regarding a pot-head, womanizing boyfriend. the older one and i have become a bit closer to one another considering the fact that the youngen is completely head over heels "in love" with this guy and pretty much wants consume him. body, soul, etc. really. it makes me want to vomit.

exhibit a: "why hasn't he called?! he's been out of class for 4 minutes already and i don't understand why he hasn't called me yet??"
exhibit b: "i don't ever want to be one of those crazy girlfriends who need to know exactly where their boyfriend is at all times and be extremely clingy. i hate those girls..i hate technology..i hate life..i hate everything." [how ironic. little does she know that it has gone past the 'i don't want to be' stage bc she's in the 'you already are' phase.]
exhibit c: "he and i are like soul mates..you wouldn't understand..he's [insert awkwardly unnecessary pause here] 'different'." [insert violent vomiting here]

my solution: "stop being the stupid girl you are and dump the idiot already. he already told you he doesn't love you and that he loves his ex and wants to marry her, he's a pot head, and he's using you bc you're a young, naive, vulnerable, big breasted girl who does everything he wants. in short, he doesn't want you and wants to break it off. deal with it. don't kid yourself and try to make yourself think that he's doing this bc "he's afraid to love you" bc he obviously told you doesn't. i don't want to hear about your sexual escapades. everyone says he's a womanizer, right? ["yeah, but--"]exactly. ["i mean, he's openly sexual, but he's not like that with--"] i don't want to hear about either of your sexuality. ["but it's not like we--"]you can stop right there. dump him. ["but i feel that neither one of us wants to let go of it.."] he doesn't want you--he already told you that. DUMP HIM. ["but--"] DUMP HIM."
Hannah's input: snickering.
result: a pissed off 17 year old. bite me.

i don't believe in tough love. it's just tough. today. was. wonderful.