almost here. 5 days.

"Plain women are always jealous of their husbands. Beautiful women never are. They are always so occupied with being jealous of other women's husbands."

~Oscar Wilde

writers do have quite a way with words, and they are so very precise. haha

these past few weeks have been nothing short of interesting..

kind of to the point of not really understanding what it is that's really going on in the world.

slightly disconnected.

have you ever felt that no matter how much you've prayed, and asked and waited..all you hear is

nothing..?

trying not to lose hope. trying to stay strong. trying to maintain my sanity.

school starts in a week and i'm just a little short of being excited.

65,000>>15,000..that's a HUGE difference.

one of my best friends, Sophie, just flew out to CA this morning to study at Biola as a transfer. my other friend, Katherine, is leaving on friday, and my other friend, Gianna is already back in OK studying at ORU.

i already miss them terribly..

i'm not too thrilled about being called a 'sun devil' now either..it's original that's for sure.

i'm still on hold for registering for classes and i'm kind of worried..i know He'll pull through, but the wait is killing me!

patience. that's what i've been learning lately.

on so many different levels.

Romans 4-5. good stuff.

not feeling too well..throat is killer, and hoping it's not strep.

good news though: got a job (w/ my dad..haha i'm helping with a bunch of paperwork--and nothing short of a BUNCH--but it's helping me pay for my trip to South Africa!), getting some waivers to get into certain classes at school, and became an ISL Rep.

i don't know when it will subside, but i'm hoping that whenever this entire "phase" ends that i will finally know what to do.

i will know what to do.