soon..

..i will be in California basking in the sun, waking up to the sound of crashing waves from sleeping on the sandy beach. i am THRILLED. i am ready to get a tan (no more uneven skin tones), to see an old friend, spend time w people i usually don't see, and just indulge in God's beautiful creation. don't really mind if it's cold or not..just ready to be in great company. :)

i've been reminiscing a lot lately, and i'm not really sure what to make of it. been going over old journals, and have been contemplating on burning some of them in the campfire next week. still praying over it..am i ready to let go of the past or do i want to keep these journals to see where i've come from? it's just that they're so full of hurt that i'm not sure i'm ready to let go just yet. it's just that it has had such a HUGE impact on my life, but not all of it is good or edifying..actually the majority of it is not good or edifying. praying, seeking for patience, and courage to do what i need to do to continue my growth in Him. can't wait to spend some time out by the ocean..so close i can almost taste it!

4 days till San Clamente.

9 days till the World Cup.